Sunday, November 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 05:02:58 GMT

Nobody knows it,
But you've got a ~~secret~~ smile only for me.
And everyday I see it,
My own smile grows just a little bit more.

Would you let me write all over you
In indelible ink?
I'll leave you hidden messages.
~~Scrawled~~ across your skin.
Just to show the world,
I love you, and you are
Mine.

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be again.
Do you remember her?
She smiled and laughed a lot.
Didn't cry when someone shot her down
And could get through a day without wanting to ~~die~~.
I think I can be her again now,
I learnt how to smile again.

I'm standing on a cliff,
Looking at the ocean below.
As tears run down my cheeks,
~~Close~~ my eyes and take a breath.
I always wanted to fly.

And her favourite song
Will ~~play~~ through her head.
Screaming the words,
She never learnt how to say
As she takes her final breath,
Her suicide note, a song in her head.

Look around this room.
What do you see?
I don't seen anything but ~~shattered~~ hopes
And ~~broken~~ dreams.

And when God turns a blind eye and listens with a deaf ear, we'll take matters into our own hands. We'll try and fix the world ourselves. Now look around you, see what happens when humanity is left to fend for itself. Still love Him now?

Realm of Insanity

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 00:48:18 GMT

Because on day God will fall,
The Angels of Hell will rise.
And Satan will take over,
Taking his rightful place as ~~ruler~~ of the ~~world~~.

In a deserted graveyard, a demon and an angel will play.
Locked in a twisted game of hide and seek,
They dance around the graves.
Jumping up upon the tombs,
They ~~strike~~ at each other's heads.

There a Colour between Black and White.
There a Feeling between Love and Hate.
There a World between Heaven and Hell.
There a ~~Choice~~ between ~~Life~~ and ~~Death~~.
Which will you Make Tonight?

Youe like a poison. Youe like my favourite drug.
When I taste you, I taste all the sensations I lost.
It sweet, so sweet it over-powering.
Now, unwittingly, Ie given all control to you.

Because one day I know you won be here,
And don try to deny it, we both know it true.
That why I do this.
I have to ~~push~~ you away,
Because I need to know if I can still breathe without you giving me air.

And if I were to rip out your throat and cut off you limbs,
Would you still find it in your heart to love me?
...Yes
Well then what if I rip your still ~~beating~~ heart out of your chest
And make you watch as I turn it to dust.
Would you still love me then?

on ~~play~~ games with me.?She said
ut games are so fun! Like the one wee playing now:
Where you pretend you actually care.
And I pretend I don want to rip you apart to show you all the pain youe put me through.?/FONT>

They asked me once if I knew you.
I turned to see your face, to see all the damage you caused.
And I ~~couldn~~ do it,
I couldn say that at one point in time you were my friend,
And I loved you with all my heart.
So when they asked me if I knew this girl who had ruined her life,
I said ?STRONG>No. Ie never seen her in my life.?/FONT>

I saw a dead bird fly across an acrid sky.
And I wondered why that couldn be me.
Why couldn I spread my ~~broken wings~~ and take to the sky?

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Realm of Insanity